if u date someone who is sad and expect them to instantly be happy cause u date them and get frustrated by how “boring” they are for always being unhappy then you need to take a trip down fuck off lane
June 2013
7 posts
Working on this whole anxiety thing while my brother is in the Neuro ICU and my mom starts radiation tomorow is impossible
“I really like the opening line: “Don’t you cherish me to sleep.” There’s that whole thing that happens in relationships— you can love someone but, as soon as they stop loving you so unconditionally that they stop being themselves, it can be so dangerous”
—Justin Vernon, on the song Calgary (via modernmethadone)
I know that healthcare can be really tricky and weird and complicated…more than most people, however, when I go to the doctor for the same reason 4 times in the past 3 months and I’m telling them what I have yet they don’t listen…it’s really frustrating to find out that it’s what you were saying all along.
Hopefully this will really do the trick
May 2013
15 posts
The fact that I just had to bail out on one of my best friend’s graduation/going away party because my anxiety is so bad right now is so upsetting. It honestly has never really gotten in the way of anything major like this before (that I realized), but now that this happened tonight I’m starting to think that maybe some of the other times that I bail on stuff like this is because of my anxiety, I just don’t realize it.
I need to find some coping mechanisms. My tear ducts are almost empty.
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“I didn’t watch the whole documentary. After a few episodes it was too painful. I kept wanting to scream at Pam. It took me so long to do so many important things. It’s just hard to accept that I spent so many years being less happy than I could have been. Jim was five feet from my desk and it took me four years to get to him. It would be great if people saw this documentary and learned from my mistakes. Not that I’m a tragic person, I’m really happy now; but it would just make my heart soar if someone out there saw this and she said to herself ‘Be strong, trust yourself, love yourself, conquer your fears, just go after what you want and act fast because life just isn’t that long.’”
-Pam Beesly Halpert from The Office Finale
” —(via thepoetryfarm)
“The fact that you’re struggling doesn’t make you a burden. It doesn’t make you unloveable or undesirable or undeserving of care. It doesn’t make you too much or too sensitive or too needy. It makes you human. Everyone struggles. Everyone has a difficult time coping, and at times, we all fall apart. During these times, we aren’t always easy to be around — and that’s okay. No one is easy to be around one hundred percent of the time. Yes, you may sometimes be unpleasant or difficult. And yes, you may sometimes do or say things that make the people around you feel helpless or sad. But those things aren’t all of who you are and they certainly don’t discount your worth as a human being. The truth is that you can be struggling and still be loved. You can be difficult and still be cared for. You can be less than perfect, and still be deserving of compassion and kindness.”
—Daniell Koepke (via blua)
Listening to other people’s relationship problems and all of these assholes that they encounter really makes me so grateful to be in a solid relationship with my best friend and I don’t have to worry about any of that nonsense.
The worst part about having a panic attack is that it makes me feel like I am crazy…like certifiably insane. Seriously, not having control of yourself is the worst feeling I’ve ever experienced.
Also, stop yelling at me for having panic attacks and talking about it like it’s something I choose to do because clearly does not add anything beneficial to the situation.
“I love you and it’s getting worse.”
—Joseph Morris (via sadexistences)
